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The truth
Apr 6, 2023 2:32:31 GMT -5
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Post by Cocorendan on Apr 6, 2023 2:32:31 GMT -5
Just gonna remind one more time:
This is my first and only ban on the community, 1 year off. And for what? No reason.
I'm actually in a rightful position to ask for apologies, yet I'm not going to. Also, I'm not going to talk about making any pact or agree with me being given "a last chance", nor agree with this ridiculous story to be a punishment I had to go through. I'm banned while I always respected the rules and the players, and the only right and fair thing to do is fixing this mistake. That's it.
That being said, I appreciate your posts. I just want to make it clear again, so that no one gets confused about what happens here.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2023 7:34:37 GMT -5
I think the correct phrase now would be..
“You most likely just shot yourself in the foot”
Now an FYI for all other players, please do not pm me anymore request asking if I can help with your ban situation, this one is the one that has broken this old camels back..no more..
Lip
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Apr 18, 2023 12:33:44 GMT -5
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Post by Cocorendan on Apr 18, 2023 12:33:44 GMT -5
Unbanned
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Post by |H|LD50 on Apr 23, 2023 5:23:45 GMT -5
The Truth?....what exactly does that mean Coco? You mean the Truth that you and I several months ago had talked on teamspeak and put our past behind us, decided to move on, and no hard feelings? You mean the Truth that I along with Rev Jim, Lipton, DW (What a soft ass he is ), among numerous other people went to bat for you to get your bann lifted? Even DW went to bat for you, I was shocked.....What a kick in the nuts for a Thank You.... The Truth that even though you were banned you were still playing in the server under another alias? Which we overlooked and allowed? IDK why... The Truth that after many years of service and dedication without any warning the server was taken back by its owner with no communication with the team that had been running the server for all those years keeping it viable? The Truth is CB knew you were a problem coco and would not release you and for good reason....he was a better judge of charachter than we were. So I will be moving on and playing in a new server with my FRIENDS.....and thats the real Truth coco. LL you and i dont know each other but why? Hey you own it but why not talk....or atleast give us a warning that you wanted your shiny toy you havent played with in all of these years back....the shine will wear off again you know it will..its ok you own it ..maybe you didn't know the Truth either. Poor coco.....he got what he wanted now let the chips fall where they may. You better double your meds. Peace out MOFOS! LD
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Apr 23, 2023 6:24:27 GMT -5
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Post by Cocorendan on Apr 23, 2023 6:24:27 GMT -5
LD, I understand you are pissed. I can't blame you and I wouldn't. Anything you are saying right now just isn't making any sense to be put into my personality. It doesn't fit in at all.
I'm sorry we had to come to this. It's just as I said on the topic about "Small" changes. I didn't know you were still trying to get me unbanned backstage. I thought you had given up, just like many others who tried.. I understand your frustration and I'm sorry you feel this way. However, you were the one who got me banned because of what happened the last time we played together.. so I wasn't sure if I could fully trust you, since I've never seen you apology or say the truth about your attitude that day you kicked me.
Yeah, we had discussed about that on teamspeak.. and as before, I don't hold any grudge against you - but hey, say it once and for all.. you had kicked me without checking or without a valid reason, that day we were playing on plateau.. you can say it now. Then we got heated at each other because I can't stand abuse.
I want to thank you for trying to help me. However we know this would have led to nothing.. Besides, this was not an issue only about me. Other players too were banned for no reason except "He has good skills, it must be that he's running something". No, I can't accept that. If someone is better than me, it's not the first thing that comes into my mind.
Lots of players, even admins, tried to help me.. Lipton, Creek.. you. Now you just say DW too. And I've seen a post of RevJim saying he was considering to help me too. I'm thankful to you all. Even now, I still didn't get the chance to talk with CB. He just ignored anything I tried to get to him.
I did not "shoot myself in the foot". I was only reminding what was told from the beginning of the topic. Only sticking to the truth and facts. Maybe I can sound salty at times. It's just I have a hard time being understood. I don't know if you have that piece of information, the one I told to DW in private. He can tell you if he wants to.
I'm not even holding any grudge for what you told me last time you talked to me on teamspeak. I don't care, it's not relevant and you surely can't be serious saying such things. Also when you talk about doubling my meds. It is very serious to say this to anyone who went through great sufferings pretty much their whole life. The reason why it doesn't affect me, is because I don't need meds anymore. I'm free of my anxieties and now I let my overthinking brain go wherever it wants me to go. I'm not someone who can fit in this world by limiting myself with meds or forgetting about myself. So I know you're only frustrated, pissed, angry. I feel you. That's what happened to me for the past year when thinking about the injustice I had to go through.
Just so you know, and everyone knows. I don't want to be given so much powers. I was fine being in the shadows. LoveLess can remove me anytime he wants, I don't mind. However, I did mind to be disrespected and ignored by who was in charge before. That was not how leading a community is, that was not how to show you're worthy of being given powers, just because you pay.
So yeah, I don't want this "shiny" thing. However it was suddenly given to me, and I intend to show myself worthy of the trust and responsabilities that were just given to me. This is totally new for me, but I'm able to adapt very fast.
Again, you are always welcome around. Just please, come back when you're more chill. This current attitude is irrelevant, doesn't serve to anything or anyone, and is surely not what you will really think deep inside.
I love you, peace.
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